This is something I doodled in about forty minutes to an hour (???) while I was staying in a hotel at night. I didn't want to be obnoxious and turn on the lights in the hotel room while everyone else was sleeping, so I was just doodling junk for a while. I suddenly noticed after an hour of doodling about that I was positioned in the line of sight from a big mirror. Peering upon my reflection and noticing my laptop light put lighting to my face, I decided to do that before bed so that I can feel like I did something productive before sleeping.

I was sleeping on the floor by the window, hence the curtains behind me. the dark shape lump on the right is one of the beds I was sleeping behind.

I am still a bit mad at the colors now that I seem them on my desktop because I painted it on my laptop with the holy unreliable screen color/saturation/contrast/etc... and now the blues I put in look too saturated to me while they looked washed out like I intended on my laptop screen. =__= I was too lazy to retouch it, so everyone's just going to have to bear with this being it.

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I was at AOD in Burlingame over the weekend (reason why I was in a hotel room this weekend). Along with that, just a day before heading off to con was my first day of class this semester. O: So, basically... I've been busy with assortment of random things all week. :B I'll hopefully be able to just hit  a groove of just concentrating on all my studies and schoolwork eventually. I have no cons to attend to until March, so the prospects of me just hitting into a groove of some sort looks good... Provided I don't screw myself over with my inability to organize and schedule. ;___; Oh, the ways I sabotage my own life...

I was about to sleep when I suddenly had the urge to try doing helmet designs again. I'm still not all the way fond of my helmet designing skills, but I feel like I somehow hit a breakthrough. D: I think it was me slowly realizing how stuff connected in 3D space. One of those things I wish I was better at catching onto. >_O Agghhh... Oh, well - one step at a time. The bottom are the pencil sketches that I did before the grey blob-attempt version of it above.

Random digital doodle of the day. The colors are totally wonked out 'cause I decided to play with all the filters. >__> They're just layered funkily.

The rest are some traditional medium stuff I've been messing around with:

The top one is seriously strange, especially the face values and shapes are funky and I obviously had a bad reaction and tried "fixing" it by drawing over it with pen ink... making it worse, actually. >__> I tried doing something weird with my paint and values this time so it all went to mud. Better luck next time? P :

The 2nd drawing is something I did while I was at FurCon, it was a commission for someone who wanted me to draw their fursona on top of a nqx green blade model helicopter. I did a few other commissions, however, this was one I particularly liked and I forgot to ask for the copy of the other one I liked from my friend. >__< Oops... I'll get it another time, though since he's my classmate.

While working on the commission at FurCon, I realized that I have a habit of basically putting speed lines and random, abstract shapes whenever I get nervous about the background. =__ = I feel like it's a problem because I'm using it like a crutch instead of something stylistic. You can see the same problem in the human doodle below. D: Abstract lines because I messed up somewhere and want everyone to not notice the mess-up area.

The third one is a doodle I did to make a fake ad for myself for the next con I'm going to. I covered up the words because I don't like looking at my advertisementing... go figure. =__=

While I was doing the traditional media, I had this brain pop sort of a moment where I realize more and more that I think I enjoy working in traditional media a bit more than digital media. To me, the concept of throwing stuff onto my page and then praying it dries and stays the way I want it is part of the excitement I love about traditional media. I can just throw random things with a pigment or whatever can make a shape on the paper and sometimes I get super happy accidents. Happy accidents just don't seem to occur to me when I'm working on Photoshop, though. I think it is just my brain being very used to traditional media. To this day, drawing on my tablet is still a bit of a brain boggle, like I have to forcibly re-wire my brain to make it make sense in my brain. Maybe that'll pass with age, though? Mysteries for five years from now...

At the same time, digital media is so much faster, especially when it hits that point where you're waiting for the paint to dry. And I think I like my digital media results better, it just has more content availability in the time I have. Instant gratification, I guess?

Been stuck in a "everything I do is terrible!!! D: " rut as of late. Most of it stemming from the fact that I don't think that my technical skills have improved much this year. But, I'm going to again... try to get out of that rut again for the umpteenth time. :B 

Anyways... doodles! 

This is a doodle of a character I've been working on lately. She ended up with that funny rooster shaped hair thing while I was doodling some random shapes to add to her and the shape just stuck with me. XD I wanted to try making her shorter-proportioned than I usually draw, knowing that I have a habit of drawing long, long legs. I think  I need to tweak her proportions some more, but that will have to come another time. 

I used to LOVE the Powerpuff Girls, it was the thing that dominated my life when I was 8. I felt an urge to make a sloppy ten minute doodle of them all after watching the new special that aired on the 20th. :> And I can't get that Wish I Were A Powerpuff Girl song out of my head. Maybe I'll draw some more Powerpuff Girls some time, but I always get that itching feeling whenever I draw fanart because I always end up feeling like I'm being judged harshly when I do fanart, even though I've done it before and I know nobody really cares. =___=

Other than those doodles that I saved and didn't delete for once... I did some vehicle designs (or disastrously tried to @__@). Maybe I'll post my progress on really bad vehicle attempts another day~.